if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Talking

I just got to blog about this. I was worshipping God and began singing and praying at the same time. And then this thought came into my mind. "God, let's talk. It has been a long while since we talked." And this is really true. After saying this, I realized that I haven't been talking to God alot recently, even though I'm in bible school. Yes I have been praying, yes I have been soaking in His presence daily. And yet I missed out on the greatest thing next to salvation, talking to God.

Immediately I felt God's glory in the place. It was so strong and so heavy. The true and raw glory of God was so evidence, that at one point in time, I fear for my life. But then I just said, "God, let me seek Your face." And then I kneeled down at my bedside and prayed, "God, here I am kneeling down and talking to You. Just like 4 years ago." I started to thank God for His grace, salvation and provision. Later on, I went to ask God a question, something that kind of like bothered me.

Normally when I talk to God, I will feel heat in my belly or peace of God if it's right. If not, I will feel very uneasy. This time, it was so so so different. Once I finished my sentence, I did feel heat, but I ended up having holy laughter in my own room! Cool right? The presence of God was so strong, until it gave me full assurance and the answer to my question.

Indeed, how awesome is the gateway to heaven! Not babbling words, but talking to God.

When was the last time you talked to God?

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` here.waiting ;

    For a touch
    Like never before
    For a moment
    With the One I yearn for

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    Become CGL
    To impact at least two person each month
    A black pointed leather shoe from Zara
    A white pointed leather shoe
    Ed Hardy jacket
    Christian Audigier t-shirt
    Highlight and colour my hair
    Driving license
    A big buckle belt
    Street soccer shoes

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